I've been here, there and nowhere.
That whore? From the earlier post? Yeah I've been working tons of overtime because she's off having a baby out of wedlock..well not really. She's still actually married just her husband isn't the father. I just can't seem to find my sad-for-you face for her and her self created situation. And I still hate the soul out of her. More snotty and snide remarks about me not having children..blah blah blah. She's lucky I have class and wouldn't fuck up a pregnant woman. Baby Jesus knows its crossed my mind.
We've been going to Dis.ney every chance we get..this last trip we got upgraded to a honeymoon suite at Wilder.ness Lod.ge and it was awesome..nice jetted tub, concierge service and topped it all off with an AWESOME dinner at Victo.ria & Alb.ert's. Best money I've ever spent on food, every meal ever since has been let down.
So where are we on the fertility stuff? You know the reason I've got this silly blog?
We're closer than ever! No, like for realsies. Kidney Dr cleared me all the way, he was the one I was worried about. He said he knows full well that understand my issues and the complications that could arise but my numbers are decent enough. He also said he 4 kids and totally understands my desire for children and that if his wife had my issues and numbers he would absolutely tell her to go for it. He said as soon as I get a positive, let him know and they will start monitoring. Every time he said "when you get pregnant" not "if". I could have hugged for that. Just that small show of support really meant a super lot to me. My insurance will cover 6 medicated IUIs. On July 1st we meet with the RE (who we saw before but just couldn't afford without the insurance I got through work) hopefully since we've meet him before and we still want the same game plan, we can get this show on the road.
I'm totally playing it cool, not getting my hopes up at all. One cool customer.
(I did possibly totally revamp and add a million things to my baby registry.)
(And pick out some different names.)
(Thought about daycare options.)
*ahem*
Just chillen, no high hopes here, no ma'am.
Also I have to give up this insurance by November 30th. So I kinda need to be pregnant by then cuz after that, its really over. We simply cannot afford IUI or even IVF on our own. We figure by then we gave it our best then move on to other options. Kinda not thinking about that, yeah?
